Promise yourself only the best

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2008-12-31T22:46:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!!! =)

miss you so much... =(

2008-12-13T05:03:00.000-08:00

I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me

whoo....

2008-11-28T05:48:00.001-08:00

WAO!!! Just realize that I had not been blogging for the past few weeks already. haahha. Was quite busy and lazy to blog actually. LOTS of things to do man, especially from NPCC. DAMN!!!

Talk about it, sometime when I looked back, I wonder, why on earth am I wasting so much time on NPCC and neglect or had lesser time to spend with some of the people around me. Everything started because of just that few pieces of paper. I shouldn't had gone for that CII interview. HAIZ!!! But, what can I do now? If i were to quit, i will be letting a few people down. Secondly, I will cause damages to the reputations of my unit (B.N.U). Guess all I can do now is to give my best for this upcoming course and I had promised (HER) that I shall CUT DOWN on my NPCC activities next year on. So hope she can understand ba. =X

Sometimes, it is really hard to understand what a girl is actually thinking. When a guy trying to show care and concern for a girl, ended up being treated nasty. Am I really thinking too much or it is just her normal way of responding? Really do not know of what to do and how to pleased her. HAIZ!!! Just felt that there is a gap between the both us and it is getting further and further away........

Guess I shall stop here for today and blog again some other time..........

Can I have This Dance!!

2008-10-31T19:50:00.000-07:00

YOYOY...
It had been such a long time since I last blog. HAHAH. Was kinda of busy for the past 1 week or so. hahah. Finally, kinda of free because my English paper was FINALLY over. hahhaha. Unit Nco Camp was over. Class Challet was over. Up next will be the CII course. Still have lots of things to be done. Haiz. Really felt regret that I shouldn't had submit that few pieces of paper and end up wasting so much of my time. haiz. Nevermine, D08 will be my 1st and also my lasy course as a instructor. Never am I goanna be an instructor again. =X

Watched High School MUsical 3 TWICE!! It was worth watching. haha. Shall post of of the lyric of this song (CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE) by Vanessa Hudgens & Zac Efron.

Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.
Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you threw it all
And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance
Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

THIS IS ME....

2008-10-18T21:44:00.000-07:00

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

IN MY LIFE......

2008-10-15T03:52:00.001-07:00

Well I'm wanting to know you
I sure want to be in your arms
We'll fly away and I hope soon
That this side of me, is willing to be
all of the things that I that I wanna see now
well I'm asking if you'll let me in
To your world where I've never been

Cause in my life, I let it all hang down
I sure want to know you're awake
Cause in my life, I'll never touch the ground
I sure wanna know it's all alright[x2]
Cause it won't be long

Well it's gone any day now,
Well I'm hoping I'm wrong
We'll fly away and I hope you
That you can be strong, cause it won't be long
Till the day that I can't stand up in your arms
Well I'm asking if you'll let me in
To your world again

When you're wondering now if you're on the right track
Never know if you're gonna look back at all
And you'll see me there
And as you're fixing your life and what it can be
Remember now to forget about me
Well hey, alright
Well alright

Cause in my life, I let it all hang down
I sure wanna know you're awake
Cause in my life, I never touch the ground
I sure wanna know
I sure wanna know
I sure wanna know now, alright
Well I, I'll never know
Cause in my life, I wanna win
Cause in my life, I wanna win now,
hey C'mon

If you want anymore from me now
Well it won't be long
No, it won't be long
It won't be long, now no
And if you want anymore from me
It won't be long

Thinking too much??

2008-10-13T05:48:00.000-07:00

Sometime I just wonder am I being to sensitive over some thing or not. I just keep asking myself this question. I keep telling myself that I should start to trust her more and less assume thing anyhow to prevent any more problem. But I just feel everything is no longer the same as the past. Everything just seem to be so cold nowadays. HAIZ!! WHAT IS WRONG MAN?? It is just so impossible for a guy to understand what a girls is thinking or what a girl really want from him. I just feel that I am not able to give her a perfect happiness and perfect comfort. Everything just seem to be so different from then till now. Till now I am still not able to get the answer that I want. haiz.. =(

I just hope that everything will soon be over. It is only just a matter of time and a few weeks only. ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE!!!

My exam is just going to start in 9 DAYS. SO many things for my to do. Preparation for exam, lesson plan for CIBTC, NCO's camp preparation and those usual UTs in my school which I need to study for. STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!!! How I wish that there will be 48 hours a days so I will have much more time for me to do my things. haiz...

Baby, sometime I keep telling that will everything will soon be over
and hope that everything will be back to normal. I really miss those
time that we had spent together, the joy and the laughter we use to
share together. Can everything really will be back to normal after
the next few weeks?? I really MISS those days. For the past few days
we are not able to meet up due to you revision, but all I want you to
know is that, I MISS YOU a lot. Nevermind, 1 more month to go!!
All the best BABY, for your exam. Please believe in yourself, you
can do it!!

Lastly, I LOVE YOU!!! <3>

EXAM EXAM EXAM!!!!!

2008-10-10T19:46:00.000-07:00

Just got back from driving lesson. As usual, still not able to control my clutch pedal that smoothly yet. But at least , there are some improvement from the previous lesson. =D Going have my English lesson later on and meeting her after that. EXAM is coming!!! Where the confident level which I used to have for the past few months?? Suddenly felt so lost. 10 more days to my English paper. Really hope to pass it this time round. Haiz. Feeling kind of nervous, how I wish I can turn back time and start revising well for it. I seem so unprepare for the exam. haiz. From tomorrow onwards, need to "CHIONG" for the last one week already.

Jia You!! I CAN DO IT!! XD

Babys exam also coming. Not able to meet her that much until her exam is over or maybe can't even meet at all. Haiz. =( Nvm. Everything will soon be over is JUST a few weeks. Endure ba!!!

Baby, no matter what I will always be by your side and support you.
We may not be able to meet all the time, not able to sms/call each
other that much but this does not mean I am not thinking about you.
You will always be missed!!

Everything will soon be over, JIA YOU!!

I miss YOU!! =(

When you look me in the eyes....

2008-10-10T09:09:00.000-07:00

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never wanna let you go

Cause when you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh.....

Tired Tired Tired....

2008-10-04T20:49:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was really a PACKED day for me man. Got to woke up early to prepare for my driving lesson. As usually, sure will make some careless mistake. Never mind, shall improve on it to make it better next time round. HAHA.

After driving, went back home and rush some of my tuition homework. Haiz, always last minutes then start to do my work and my exam is in 16 days time. DAMN!!! Will I be able to make it this time round?? Hope so? Not going to waste another year to do it again!! JIA YOU JIA YOU!!! =D

Went for my tuition in the late afternoon, did summary writing, damn, not sure why am I keep making some stupid mistake which not suppose to be done. Read 2 passage yesterday. Damn long man the passage. HAHA. Never mind, everything will soon gonna be over. HAHA.

After tuition, rush down to parkway to meet HER. Walked around for a while before going to EXPO because she wanna past her maid some money and at the same time waiting for her church to end. From there , went to pasir ris to meet them for BBQ . Damn. Supposed to meet at 8.30pm and start BBQ-ING at 9pm. Guess what? End up meeting at 9pm at pasir ris and we started BBQ-ING only around 10++. The BBQ session was kind of boring la, nothing much to do. As usual, beside BBQ-ING and play those card games. All of us left the place around 2am and I reached home about 2+ am. Shared a taxi with Hong Da and Kian Yong. At night ma, not much traffic, that why the uncle can speed. HAHA =X.

That all about for yesterday!! hahaha XD.

HELLO!!

2008-10-03T05:48:00.000-07:00

WHOOT!!!! It has been such a LONG TIME since I last blog. Since the last time I blog was about 2 years ago. Don't know why of all the sudden got this feeling to blog. Guess nothing better to do. haha. XD

**Promise yourself only the best**