I, I don't know why I miss you so much Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch You, you left me feeling high and dry With nothing, nothing but the question why
Yeah you, I guess you had another direction And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection
If you call me today I'll say that I'm fine But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice It's just a lie You knew what you had You still walked away leaving me in this mess My love for you is deep and meaningless
You, you knew what you were doing to me And I, I guess I was too blind to see Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad But I'd do it again to relive what we had (Damn that's sad)
There are many things left to remind me Of a love that I just can't leave behind me
& a wilting flower left on the bench♥
♥Friday, November 28, 2008
@ 5:48 AM
WAO!!! Just realize that I had not been blogging for the past few weeks already. haahha. Was quite busy and lazy to blog actually. LOTS of things to do man, especially from NPCC. DAMN!!!
Talk about it, sometime when I looked back, I wonder, why on earth am I wasting so much time on NPCC and neglect or had lesser time to spend with some of the people around me. Everything started because of just that few pieces of paper. I shouldn't had gone for that CII interview. HAIZ!!! But, what can I do now? If i were to quit, i will be letting a few people down. Secondly, I will cause damages to the reputations of my unit (B.N.U). Guess all I can do now is to give my best for this upcoming course and I had promised (HER) that I shall CUT DOWN on my NPCC activities next year on. So hope she can understand ba. =X
Sometimes, it is really hard to understand what a girl is actually thinking. When a guy trying to show care and concern for a girl, ended up being treated nasty. Am I really thinking too much or it is just her normal way of responding? Really do not know of what to do and how to pleased her. HAIZ!!! Just felt that there is a gap between the both us and it is getting further and further away........
Guess I shall stop here for today and blog again some other time..........
& a wilting flower left on the bench♥
♥Friday, October 31, 2008
@ 7:50 PM
YOYOY... It had been such a long time since I last blog. HAHAH. Was kinda of busy for the past 1 week or so. hahah. Finally, kinda of free because my English paper was FINALLY over. hahhaha. Unit Nco Camp was over. Class Challet was over. Up next will be the CII course. Still have lots of things to be done. Haiz. Really felt regret that I shouldn't had submit that few pieces of paper and end up wasting so much of my time. haiz. Nevermine, D08 will be my 1st and also my lasy course as a instructor. Never am I goanna be an instructor again. =X
Watched High School MUsical 3 TWICE!! It was worth watching. haha. Shall post of of the lyric of this song (CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE) by Vanessa Hudgens & Zac Efron.
Take my hand, take a breath Pull me close and take one step Keep your eyes locked on mine, And let the music be your guide. Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget) We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do And with every step together, we just keep on getting better So can I have this dance (can I have this dance) Can I have this dance Take my hand, I'll take the lead And every turn will be safe with me Don't be afraid, afraid to fall You know I'll catch you threw it all And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart) 'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do And with every step together, we just keep on getting better So can I have this dance (can I have this dance) Can I have this dance Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide 'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop Let it rain, let it pour What we have is worth fighting for You know I believe, that we were meant to be It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you) It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do) And with every step together, we just keep on getting better So can I have this dance (can I have this dance) Can I have this dance Can I have this dance Can I have this dance
& a wilting flower left on the bench♥
♥Saturday, October 18, 2008
@ 9:44 PM
I've always been the kind of girl That hid my face So afraid to tell the world What I've got to say But I have this dream Right inside of me I'm gonna let it show, it's time To let you know To let you know
This is real, this is me I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now Gonna let the light, shine on me Now I've found, who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I want to be This is me
Do you know what it's like To feel so in the dark To dream about a life Where you're the shining star Even though it seems Like it's too far away I have to believe in myself It's the only way
This is real, This is me I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now Gonna let the light, shine on me Now I've found, who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I want to be This is me
You're the voice I hear inside my head The reason that I'm singing I need to find you, I gotta find you You're the missing piece I need The song inside of me I need to find you, I gotta find you
This is real, this is me I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now Gonna let the light, shine on me Now I've found, who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I want to be This is me You're the missing piece I need The song inside of me (this is me) You're the voice I hear inside my head The reason that I'm singing Now I've found, who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I want to be This is me
& a wilting flower left on the bench♥
♥Wednesday, October 15, 2008
@ 3:52 AM
Well I'm wanting to know you I sure want to be in your arms We'll fly away and I hope soon That this side of me, is willing to be all of the things that I that I wanna see now well I'm asking if you'll let me in To your world where I've never been
Cause in my life, I let it all hang down I sure want to know you're awake Cause in my life, I'll never touch the ground I sure wanna know it's all alright[x2] Cause it won't be long
Well it's gone any day now, Well I'm hoping I'm wrong We'll fly away and I hope you That you can be strong, cause it won't be long Till the day that I can't stand up in your arms Well I'm asking if you'll let me in To your world again
When you're wondering now if you're on the right track Never know if you're gonna look back at all And you'll see me there And as you're fixing your life and what it can be Remember now to forget about me Well hey, alright Well alright
Cause in my life, I let it all hang down I sure wanna know you're awake Cause in my life, I never touch the ground I sure wanna know I sure wanna know I sure wanna know now, alright Well I, I'll never know Cause in my life, I wanna win Cause in my life, I wanna win now, hey C'mon
If you want anymore from me now Well it won't be long No, it won't be long It won't be long, now no And if you want anymore from me It won't be long
& a wilting flower left on the bench♥
♥Monday, October 13, 2008
@ 5:48 AM
Sometime I just wonder am I being to sensitive over some thing or not. I just keep asking myself this question. I keep telling myself that I should start to trust her more and less assume thing anyhow to prevent any more problem. But I just feel everything is no longer the same as the past. Everything just seem to be so cold nowadays. HAIZ!! WHAT IS WRONG MAN?? It is just so impossible for a guy to understand what a girls is thinking or what a girl really want from him. I just feel that I am not able to give her a perfect happiness and perfect comfort. Everything just seem to be so different from then till now. Till now I am still not able to get the answer that I want. haiz.. =(
I just hope that everything will soon be over. It is only just a matter of time and a few weeks only. ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE!!!
My exam is just going to start in 9 DAYS. SO many things for my to do. Preparation for exam, lesson plan for CIBTC, NCO's camp preparation and those usual UTs in my school which I need to study for. STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!!! How I wish that there will be 48 hours a days so I will have much more time for me to do my things. haiz...
Baby, sometime I keep telling that will everything will soon be over and hope that everything will be back to normal. I really miss those time that we had spent together, the joy and the laughter we use to share together. Can everything really will be back to normal after the next few weeks?? I really MISS those days. For the past few days we are not able to meet up due to you revision, but all I want you to know is that, I MISS YOU a lot. Nevermind, 1 more month to go!! All the best BABY, for your exam. Please believe in yourself, you can do it!!
